Live it up...

I don't know exactly what's the feeling of having a baby and losing one. Four of my agents now are on their maternity leaves these days but just two of them have their babies.

Lisette's baby, Anastasia, died inside her womb at 6 months just a month ago. I still recall she was telling us (me and other team mates) that her baby inside is not that active unlike other preggy mom's babies inside. She even joked, maybe it's because her baby is a girl and her other team mate's babies are boys that's why her's is not that active. But after a day or two, she came up to me, telling me that she isn't feeling her baby move. I told her to call her OB-GYNE and tell her about it and get checked immediately. The next day, I found her crying with the team, she said that she had ultrasound and fetal heart doppler test...they can't hear the baby's heart beat.

Lhala just gave birth (CS) to a cute little boy named Mikkeli last Sunday. She texted us telling that she and the baby's doing fine. The next day, we got a text from her telling us to pray for his son's health because the doctors found out that the baby has a congenital heart disease, his left heart is not yet fully developed so it's not functioning well. The baby has to stay at NICU for some tests and treatments. Pediatricians did not promise a bright tomorrow to the mother, they even told her to expect the worse. Hours passed, Mikkeli did not make it.

Why do their little angels have to leave their mommies behind? I know these women so much that they are so careful during their whole pregnancy. I feel sad for them. I know it's hard to lose a loved one, what more to a mom losing a child whom they carried inside their womb? I just hope they would be able to cope up with their loss. It's still not the end.